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[Nov. 3rd, 2006|10:25 pm] |
Blog overload
By Andrei Codrescu
I don’t claim to have invented the internet but I did predict the rise of blogging in 1973, before there was even such a thing as personal computing. I wrote a poem called “The New Gazette” that said, among other things: “I want to be the publisher of a vicious illuminated newspaper./The paper will appear twice a day, four times at night./The readers will be mean, nervous and ready to kill for the cause./There will be plenty of causes, one for every hour, and in later issues, one for every minute./The causes will be biological and spiritual and they will incite war for molecular differences./Molecular terrorists in hiding will write letters to the editor./Two persons, a man and a woman, called Tolerance and Intolerance,/will be in charge of love and lights.”
I’ve quoted at length from this youthful work not only because it proves that I’m a prophet, but also because I used to write pretty great poetry. Looking back on early work is not advisable, just as it isn’t advisable to look back into the past when one was vital, strong, blustery, and brilliant. The reverse of the brilliant is cluelessness. Truly, youth is wasted on the young, but only if one has the luxury of looking back. And that’s one luxury one shouldn’t indulge in, if one has the good fortune of getting older, because the past is a mirror that shimmers and draws the soul in. More people die every day from falling into the mirror of the past than fall from horses or get snuffed in car crashes.
When I wrote that poem I had no clue that in 2006 every person alive on earth would be able to broadcast their most intimate thoughts every day into a new public nervous system that connects every human now. Back in 1973 we still suffered from the trauma of totalitarian governments who looked into every thought of their subjects and used that knowledge to terrify and belittle them. Surveillance was a bad thing; privacy was sacred. In 2006 we still hold privacy to be a right and we pay lip service to it. Every business dealing in private info has to send out reams of useless pledges about their oh so scrupulous defense of your data. In reality, those pledges are just more trees killed to obey the letter of meaningless laws. Privacy means little in the age of personal computing. Anyone can find out in minutes all they need to know about you and everyone is ready to broadcast everything anyone might want to know. More, in fact, than anyone might want to know.
The desire to expose everything one feels or experiences and the need to translate all of it immediately into an urgent bulletin, is an inexorable process, a progressive disease that leads to the foreshadowing of every difference. All inchoate thought or passing incident takes on a personality, a body for consumption. Bloggers produce molecular bodies filled with exacerbated sentiment, blown up like balloons with significance. This type of communication is not friendly, it’s a threat. Constant info is a form of rape. Of course, you don’t have to read anybody’s blog or submit to the increasingly epileptic flicker of television, but you are hooked, there is no escaping it. You, and by that “you” I mean everybody, are hooked the moment you step into the world of the 21st century. If you were born before the time when communication was compulsory, you might be tempted to look to a more innocent past. And then you’ll fall in it, blinded like a bird. |
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| Obscure Prisimatic |
[Sep. 11th, 2005|02:00 pm] |
From the known into the unknown
When we find a willingness within ourselves
to leave everything alone
Simply through the willingness to stand alone in the unknown
immovable and ever watchful
is how we can find out the answer
to one of the two most important questions that there is
We stop trying to change anything
We stop trying to overcome anything
We stop believing in anything
We just let everything be
At the same time
we find ourselves reborn-
ever new
in a way that is impossible to describe in words
It is a place that is always free
It is a place that is always untouched by anything
that has ever happened in the world of time and space
It is a place of perfect innocence
It is a place of perfect emptyness
It is a place of perfect fullness
It is a place where nothing ever happened
[properly credited]
(http://www.autoplate.org/releases.php?r=thn072) |
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[Jul. 25th, 2005|07:07 pm] |
Conditions, Un-Conditions and the meaning of all things.
More to come later when my clarity superceeds my discontent. |
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[Jul. 12th, 2005|02:47 pm] |
If every day a man takes orders in silence from an incompetent superior, if every day he solemnly performs ritual acts which he privately finds ridiculous, if he unhesitatingly gives answers to questionnaires which are contrary to his real opinions and is prepared to deny his own self in public, if he sees no difficulty in feigning sympathy or even affection where, in fact, he feels only indifference or aversion, it still does not mean that he has entirely lost the use of one of the basic human senses, namely, the sense of humiliation.
-Václav Havel in a Letter to Dr. Gustáv Husák (8 April 1975) |
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| XXI - The weapon they fear |
[Jul. 12th, 2005|01:10 pm] |
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I'm fairly convinced that the many people in powerful positions in the US government are working to slowly convert this nation into a terror state, no no, let me say it in a term that may be more understandable, a "Police State", ruled by a super power though terror tactics. Somtimes I just cant belive how many people are falling dupe to the leaders and un-leaders(invisible hands) of this nation. The weapon they fear is not an Ak-47, not a homemade pipebomb or a amateur propaganda video, the weapon they fear is liberty, the weapon they fear is freedom of speech, the weapon they fear is the endless throngs of people in this country that make it what it is, they fear that the people they hold an illusion over will one day awake, and tear them from thier modern thrones.
-Announcment of Patriot Act revisions to make it permanent-
http://www.washingtonpost.com/wp-dyn/content/article/2005/07/11/AR2005071101359.html
-Information on the Initial Patriot Act-(Note: I find it intresting how on thier home page they say
"The Federalist Patriot is an advocate of individual rights and responsibilities as ordained by God.")
http://federalistpatriot.us/papers/03-41_paper.asp
-Patriot Act is helping dismantle constitutional liberties-
http://www.renewamerica.us/columns/baldwin/050613
-The Protecting Rights of Individuals Act-
http://www.aapsonline.org/confiden/patriotrevise.htm
-Senate Intelligence Committee approves new FBI powers in Patriot Act-
http://www.usatoday.com/news/washington/2005-06-07-congress-patriot-act_x.htm
Quote:
"However, the grim reality is, no matter who we elect, no matter which party controls Congress or the White House, the direction of the country doesn't change. Fundamental liberties continue to be lost, the federal government continues to burgeon, and America continues to evolve into a socialist-Fascist society."
Chuck Baldwin from -"http://www.renewamerica.us/columns/baldwin/050602" -IF YOU READ ONLY ONE THING READ THIS!!!! IT EXPLORES SOME INTRESTING POINTS!
---Ways for you to take action---
https://secure.eff.org/site/Advocacy?page=UserActionInactive&id=133
http://www.aclu.org/SafeandFree/SafeandFree.cfm?ID=18666&c=206
http://action.aclu.org/reformthepatriotact/
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Just look at it, some of the most basic freedoms are being revoked, I dont even know what the hell is going on anymore(as if I ever did), all I know is its becoming more and more that the real people who are threatening a way of life I defend are the people who claim to stand beside me, the people who claim they defend the same kind of freedoms and liberties, its clear as day that our freedoms are being revoked, I ask, since when was personal liberty about murder? since when was freedom about imperialist war, converting sovreign nations to whatever "we" so arrogantly think they need? since when was honesty about distortion and lies? since when was protection about intimidation?
All too often power corrupts...I dont expect a perfect society, I personally dont belive in perfection, and above that I dont belive any society current or past, exists to even try to work in accordance with any defintion thereof. Which in lies the problem, the problem that it claims to be perfect, its falsification, and truly, the truth shall set you free, look at the factors, this "cell" of american society only exists and operates withing the bigger picture, they laws of nature, the nature of people, of animals, of disasters, of elements. Why so many close minded people, why so many? When I was younger I always wondered why so many people across the world had such a hate for world superpowers. think about this for a moment, Genocide, how arbitrary for sombody to impede the way a country like mine does in the modern day. How ARBITRARY! think just for a moment, if these same so called "terrorist" were to bust in your door, hold your family at gunpoint, burn your books and take your wealth. Would you not rise to defend? against the arbitrary invasion? I damn well hope you would, so why, why are we so suprised? So suprised that people revolt again the kind of tyranny that rules? the tyranny that deceives, that lies, and when your presented the lies and not the truth as though the for-profit news media, your only getting ads for the bullshit that they want you fed, its thier "food for thought" and its a hell of alot of junk food for the brain. I feel so helpless, somtimes I feel like giving up myself and just becoming the prescribe kind of person I've always feared of becoming, just to be able to eat drink and be merry, to forget that I could so easily be at rock bottom, but that im not because I support lies, because I support the pyramid scheme of this society I live in, its really really interesting, I never would have imagined myself being in such a position as I am while I was growing up, I grew up(and am still) in a strict Christian Mormon household where my entire family, save me, are devout and stout Mormons, I on the other hand am Athiest, I dont belive in thier books, thier prophets, thier "leaders". I am not a highly educated person, but I do think I am a highly observant and a high intuitive person, I peice things together, I take things for what they are on the raw level, I weigh simple dispositions and lay them over the top of actual facts, facts that are common to all. I can only muster the reason to ask, why this intoxication of lies? why this perscription of deceit? why, do these people insist on making us all conform to thier way of life? When did tolerance fail? Even in religious stories, christian stories, muslim and jewish stories, how thier messiahs are all peace loving and tolerant? why these stupid wars? why the deception? Why do they herd people to worship on a weekly basis? just for those same people to be "weekend saints"? Are we all gods on sunday? liars on monday? murderers on tuesday?
"We belive it is our god given right..."
Who is god to say? who is god? when we have our agency are we not our own gods? do we each not rule each other by our choices?
One man flies a plane into a tower and kills thousands, god given right?
One man drops a bomb on a village and kills thousands, god given right?
All in a god's plan? no, I doubt it, I doubt that your just gods and your objects of affection are to tell you that your equal your brother, your kind, your race, is the enemy. No god that is just to be a god gives any man the right to be so abitraty as to kill one of his own kind, one of his equals, when will people realize, we are not muslims, we are not christians, we are not liberals or conservatives, we are not eastern, we are not western, we are not gay, we are not straight, we are fucking humans, we all are, what the fuck is the point of all the un-needed strife!?!
Why the fuck it is so easy to spend 87 billion on weapons of mass destruction(used to combat so called "weapons of mass destruction") but not to spend the same on research for the medicinal uses of plants? for space explorations? somthing that would benifit the race as a whole? I know many people that think we are a highly evolved race, maybe so, but over what? We have found no species more intelligent than us, no species that is able to manipulate and change the very elements more than us, so why are we so "hellbent" on genocide, so determined to destory anything that will work for the constant progression of this species, LOOK AT US! we still run around in tribes, we still have tribal leaders and we still wage genocide, we still fight over land, and posessions, money, its greed! its intolerance! people are afraid, afraid of themselves maybe, afraid of people that are equal to them. WHY? why can we not bury this in the past, and move on? and progress? 5 people or 5 billion people, the basic factors of the survival of the human race do not change. Were we always like this? can we not change? is the human race worth nothing more than to expand to the point of where it destroys itself?
I tell you, belive in gods or not, powers to behold, fact is that we have worked together to build what we have, do we throw it all away? do we lose just like we've been taught to for eons? This country and maybe eventually this world, will see a revolution, how can it not? there are so many factors, so many fights! So much killing, hate, greed and fear. I know it first hand, as well as anybody who reads this can, but why must it be like that? If its destined to be like that under any circumstance and the human race eventually drives itself into extinction, then so be it, its all it deserves, Obliteration. |
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| X.TWO.ZERO.X - Compulsive Impulsivity and the Regressive Progression |
[Jul. 6th, 2005|11:15 am] |
Some words of "enlightenment=mental consumption/w second thought"
ALBERT EINSTIEN -
"The lack of outstanding figures is particularly striking in the domain of art.
Painting and music have definitely degenerated and largely lost their popular
appeal. In politics not only are leaders lacking, but the independence of spent
and the sense of justice of the citizen have to a great extent declined. The
democratic, parliamentarian regime, which is based on such independence,
has in many places been shaken, dictatorships have sprung up and are
tolerated, because men's sense of the dignity and the rights of the individual is
no longer strong enough. In two weeks the sheep-like masses can be worked
up by the newspapers into such a state of excited fury that the men are
prepared to put on uniform and kill and be billed, for the sake of the worthless
aims of a few interested parties. Compulsory military service seems to me the
most disgraceful symptom of that deficiency in personal dignity from which
civilized mankind is suffering to-day. No wonder there is no lack of prophets
who prophesy the early eclipse of our civilization. I am not one of these
pessimists; I believe that better times are coming. Let me shortly state my
reasons for such confidence.
In my opinion, the present symptoms of decadence are explained by the fact
that the development of industry and machinery has made the struggle for
existence very much more severe, greatly to the detriment of the free
development of the individual. But the development of machinery means that
less and less work is needed from the individual for the satisfaction of the
community's needs. A planned division of labour is becoming more and more
of a crying necessity, and this division will lead to the material security of the
individual. This security and the spare time and energy which the individual will
have at his command can be made to further his development. In this way the
community may regain its health, and we will hope that future historians will
explain the morbid symptoms of present-day society as the childhood ailments
of an aspiring humanity, due entirely to the excessive speed at which
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| The circumstances of liberation and (oh god!) its consequences. |
[Jun. 28th, 2005|03:17 pm] |
I actually jacked this from some other persons blog
now I bring it to any entity that might cross this way.
"George W. Bush and America"
by --Hunter S. Thompson--
Let's face it, the yo-yo president of the U.S.A. knows nothing. He is a dunce. He does what
he is told to do, says what he is told to say, poses the way he is told to pose. He is a fool.
No. Nonsense. The president cannot be a Fool. Not at this moment in time, when the last
living vestiges of the American Dream are on the line. This is not the time to have a bogus
rich kid in charge of the White House.
Which is, after all, our house. That is our headquarters, it is where the heart of America lives.
So if the president lies and acts giddy about other people's lives, if he wantonly and stupidly
endorses mass murder by definition, a loud and meaningless animal with no functional
intelligence and no balls.
To say this goofy child president is looking more and more like Richard Nixon in the summer
of 1974 would be a flagrant insult to Nixon.
Whoops! Did I say that? Is it even vaguely possible that some New Age Republican whore-beast
of a false president could actually make Richard Nixon look like a Liberal?
The capacity of these vicious assholes we elected to be in charge of our lives for four years
to commit terminal damage to our lives and our souls and our loved ones is far beyond Nixon's.
Shit! Nixon was the creator of many of the once-proud historical landmarks that these dumb
bastards are savagely destroying now: the Clean Air Act of 1970; Campaign Finance Reform;
the endangered species act; a Real-Politik dialogue with China; and on and on.
The prevailing quality of life in America-by any accepted methods of measuring-was inarguably
freer and more politically open under Nixon than it is today in this evil year of our Lord 2002.
The Boss was a certified monster who deserved to be impeached and banished. He was a
truthless creature of former FBI Director J. Edgar Hoover, a foul human monument to corruption
and depravity on a scale that dwarfs any other public official in American history. But Nixon was
at least smart enough to understand why so many honorable patriotic U.S. citizens despised him.
He was a Liar. The truth was not in him.
Nixon believed, as he said many times, that if the president of the United States does it, it can't
be illegal. But Nixon never understood the much higher and meaner truth of Bob Dylan's warning
that "To live outside the law you must be honest."
The difference between an outlaw and a war criminal is the difference between a pedophile and
a Pederast: The pedophile is a person who thinks about sexual behavior with children, and the Pederast
does these things. He lays hands on innocent children, he penetrates them and changes their lives forever.
Being the object of a pedophile's warped affections is a Routine feature of growing up in America, and
being a victim of a Pederast's crazed "love" is part of dying. Innocence is no longer an option. Once
penetrated, the child becomes a Queer in his own mind, and that is not much different than murder.
Richard Nixon crossed the line when he began murdering foreigners in the name of "family values"- and
George Bush crossed it when he sneaked into office and began killing brown skinned children in the
name of Jesus and the American people.
When Muhammad Ali declined to be drafted and forced to kill "gooks" in Vietnam he said, "I ain't got
nothin' against them Viet Cong. No Cong ever called me Nigger." I agreed with him, according to my
own personal ethics and values. He was right.
If we all had a dash of Muhammad Ali's eloquent courage, this country and the world would be a better
place today because of it. Okay. That's it for now. Read it and weep....
See you tomorrow, folks. You haven't heard the last of me. I am the one who speaks for the spirit of
freedom and decency in you. Shit. Somebody has to do it. We have become a Nazi monster in the eyes
of the whole world-a nation of bullies and bastards who would rather kill than live peacefully. We are not
just Whores for power and oil, but killer whores with hate and fear in our hearts. We are human scum, and
that is how history will judge us... No redeeming social value. Just whores. Get out of our way, or we'll kill you.
Well, shit on that dumbness. George W. Bush does not speak for me or my son or my mother or my friends
or the people I respect in this world. We didn't vote for these cheap, greedy little killers who speak for
America today- and we will not vote for them again in 2002. Or 2004. Or ever.
Who does vote for these dishonest shitheads? Who among us can be happy and proud of having all this
innocent blood on our hands? Who are these swine? These flag-sucking half-wits who get fleeced and
fooled by stupid little rich kids like George Bush? They are the same ones who wanted to have Muhammad
Ali locked up for refusing to kill "gooks". They speak for all that is cruel and stupid and vicious in the
American character. They are racists and hate mongers among us-they are the Ku Klux Klan.
I piss down the throats of these Nazis. And I am too old to worry about whether they like it or not. |
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[Jun. 22nd, 2005|05:11 pm] |
"The power of accurate observation is commonly called cynicism by those who have not got it." --George Bernard Shaw
hehe, w00ten!
it makes me "feel fuzzy"
...ironic |
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| SXRXNRR low on drugs, no sex, and lots of weak minded blather |
[Jun. 8th, 2005|03:12 pm] |
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:edited into an incoherent rant for your reading pleasure::
(homelessness self destruction twists physcotic path places. lying in a gutter take me out, praying to anything, shoot myself, , little cyber journey, the glimpse into a weak and worthless mind, shaming myself and anybody around me, my life sum of a comlex ironic joke of circumstances and choices. lost my job, lost my mind, no money, nobody to run to, nobody to rely on, slowly degrading, soceity, washing me away, into the gutter. im such a moron, comfortable with my failures, want to shoot myself in the head survive, im a human cockroach, just like all the rest, just like anybody reading this shit for feeling mindless rant... fragments of a human mind, -THIS ISNT ONE OF THOSE CRY FOR HELP THINGS- dont have enough spirit to be saved, dont have enough money to buy my way out, dont have motivation or care for my own life to make it by on my own means)
I have nothing and with that I become nothing, I justify the cycle, only the strong survive and I am not the strong, there is nothing glorious about any of this, I shame myself again. enjoy, seems like at least sombody always has. Anxiety, frustration, anger, these are all things that lead to the darkside my young(or old) readers. ironically I'm almost advertising for a greater society, on how to lead a "perfect" life, get a job, stand in line, respond when they call your number, be there when they tell you, dont consume substances, listen to your elders, dont spit, say "excuse me", "please" and "thank you", wipe your feet off, be to work on time, dont question authority, damn look at me, im a complete failure but soceity wont even let me be that, Im an example, Im an example of "what not to be", sadly enough I'll always find a way to be pigeonholed or put down, some way to fail, my parents said im chemically inbalanced, well maybe thier right, but fuck it, fuck the right, fuck what works, fuck what is supposed to make me happy, what is supposed to make me rich, what is suppose to make me feared and make me powerful, I'm alive, IM ALIVE! Im dying, but alive. Dont think I can ask for much more than that. |
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[May. 15th, 2005|03:29 pm] |
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"Properly read, the Bible is the most potent force for atheism ever conceived." --Isaac Asimov
I love Asimov... |
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| Kickin teh baby Jebus in Hed! |
[Apr. 29th, 2005|01:55 pm] |
 | You scored as atheism. You are... an atheist, though you probably already knew this. Also, you probably have several people praying daily for your soul.
Instead of simply being "nonreligious," atheists strongly believe in the lack of existence of a higher being, or God.
atheism | | 92% | Satanism | | 71% | Paganism | | 63% | Judaism | | 58% | Buddhism | | 58% | agnosticism | | 54% | Islam | | 42% | Christianity | | 17% | Hinduism | | 17% | </td>
Which religion is the right one for you? (new version)
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| Wealth is the Illusion of Power |
[Apr. 16th, 2005|12:09 pm] |
Everybody wants money for conveincence, for establishment, for social standing, so many problems, money isnt the root of all evil, I dont belive that some object has fucking morals attached to it, I think that we as a human race are too much exalting the our monetary power, I'm fucking sick of working everyday just to justify a cycle of repitition a cycle that keeps my needing and buying and always taking the conveinent path, I've realize a small link between religions and money, It appears to me many religions are businesses, take a look at the leaders of so many churches and countries, those fuckers act like its so damn hard for them, yes, damn fucking hard....hard to talk to god, hard to tell sombody else to pull the trigger, hard to comprehend just how many people you are able to dupe, Its a fucking mental sickness, Im pissed at all societies at this moment in time, for that I suppose I only have myself to blame, if I even need to blame, (another fucking tradition of the society I live in) I hate so much of the shit I am, the things I idolize the things I focus on, the fucked up things I'll do just to try and make it easier for me, like its not my problem, always passing it off to sombody else, Money is making too many excuses, too many, Im a person who hates to work pysical labor, I wont fuck with you, I'm one of those "lazy americans", My body is a prison for my mind and my mind a body for my prison, religion is making alot more sense to my these days than it was when I was younger, It is all so clear now, I see the bullshit through and through, the illusion of saftey, the reassuring comfort it gives people that they have some kind of power over the chaotic laws of nature, grasping hopes that everything known at the moment of sheer complacency is everything that will last, striving for salvation, every day, every act, justifying thier fucked perpetual mental sickness.
Always keeping you under another thumb, anothers interpertation, the relative moral view of another person I'm remineded of the words of Einstien.
"The fairest thing we can experience is the mysterious. It is the fundamental
emotion which stands at the cradle of true art and true science. He who
knows it not and can no longer wonder, no longer feel amazement, is as good
as dead, a snuffed-out candle. It was the experience of mystery--even if
mixed with fear--that engendered religion. A knowledge of the existence of
something we cannot penetrate, of the manifestations of the profoundest
reason and the most radiant beauty, which are only accessible to our reason in
their most elementary forms--it is this knowledge and this emotion that
constitute the truly religious attitude; in this sense, and in this alone, I am a
deeply religious man."
-Albert Einstein
For precisely the same reason Einstein considered himself a religious man I consider myself non-religious, I suppose you could always be invertly intellectual about it and say "your athesim is your relgion" thats fucking moronic, that is like saying "0 x 1 = 1", morals are relative, gravity is not, there are laws you will obey because there you know no way around them and there are laws you will obey because you are giving in to the people who have the illusion over you, relgion will never co-exist fully with science as presented so
"Religions die when they are proven to be true. Science is the record of dead religions." -Oscar Wilde
I buy into that, some may think that its wrong for me to belive the words of others and act like society means fuck all at the same time, you know what though, I am here because of humans, I am human because two other humans (humans which I am finding myself to despise more by the day) fucked each other, they shared thier bodies in a twisted union, they combined thier bodies in a so called "dance of life" they for a moment became one person, and the result.....me, these words, this mind, this computer screen in front of this person, and thus you whomever you are reading here what has been typed. What a fucking pathetic existence. Oh well I guess its all relative, and to me thats how it is, maybe someday you'll see me on the front of a pop-culture magazine, maybe you'll see me on a list of serial killers at large. Who knows, but today, I'll be going to work, to justfiy "making a living", I'll make money, and I'll spend my money, I'll remain under the illusion that I have some power in the fucked up world which is all too much to ever comprehend, I'll take my daily pills and convince myself that I am in control, I will fight against my subconciousness, I will deny my inherent nature, I'll keep fueling the this abombination of flesh, I'll often at like I know all, when I know that there is so much I do not and never will know, I will keep fueling this "human machine" because thats all I am, a human, a product, I am justifying the fuck breeding business of humanity, I wont deny you the truth, I enjoy some of it and loath some of it, thats all I am, here, I am both a victim of circumstance and product of choice. |
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| coming though, coming out, becoming lost |
[Apr. 10th, 2005|03:28 pm] |
okay, one serious "intellectual" entry or whatever the fuck, no thing exists im convinced at this moment, im just clutsterfuck like everything else, I hope people see this I hope people read this, what I am about to say, I hope it generates hate, and fear, and misery, I hope that I lose hope, hope is the denial....of....anything.
This is where I gets stupid
I wish go back in time and kill the fucking mother of christ, take a gun and shoot the whore bitch in the back of the head, according to the bible she was only fucking 14 years old man, she was a VIRGIN these people say, she never fucked a man, and she pops out the illegitimate son of god. what kind of god fucks 14 year old girls then dubs thier abombination of offspring the savior of mankind!?!?!
Oh well, wishes are people people like christian and muslims and jews, all these fucking crazy religous people who would jack off to pictures of their dead enemies just to satisfy thier gods, fuck humanity, is this what we have made for ourselves, a speices stuck on a fucking rock, flaoting in the void of space, fighting over these fucking fairy tales?!?! These moral fables and illusions of power sustained by the conveinences of a wealth system. What a fucking mindjob, people, myself included are so fucking complex,
"If Dysfunction is our function then I must be some kind of Genius." what the fuck is up with putting a perscription on it, there is no other pill, and the side effects arent fucking worth the cause. And that horrible book written as a pre-presdribed notion to anything the human condition can dish out. whateverthefuck! Myopicsicim at its best, I guess we're all geniuses.
Today I kneel to pray, to the sky the ground the god the man.
Bend me over, stick it in, light me up, turn me on |
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[Apr. 10th, 2005|03:19 pm] |
PISS CHRIST (V2.0) - DIN FIV
Won't you cleanse my soul from hole to hole
Until there's nothing left that you cannot control
Because life is no fun when you've got to go on
Just pretending that you're stupid like everyone
Tell me what afflicts you that makes you so strict sir
It's all right if you don't like it do you get the picture
Instead you act surprised and now I'm paying the price
Cause you've got me crucified like your beloved piss christ
I tried and I've tried and yet still you deny
That the truth you pursue is one big fat lie
If you can't open your mind kindly close your eyes
If not you'll get yours it's just a matter of time |
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| doublepenetrationchristfuck |
[Apr. 10th, 2005|02:19 pm] |
"All There Is" by Bad Religion
This song goes out
to all the hopeless sinners,
with grave allegiances,
so meaningless and vain,
The walking wounded in a pagent of contenders
Who balance on a rail of pain for just a pail of rain
And everything is barely mist, blood relations and bricks
my expression, my confession, add it up, extract a lesson, more than this,
once again, like a bullet as a friend, tell me: can that be all there is?
In my rectory of doubt, I kneel to pray like one devout,
As time the great gray dreamless sleep of a useless modern god
erodes away each storied day as wretched Adams with hell to pay
Content upon a rail of pain for just a little rain.
And everything is dearly missed, blood relations and bricks
my expression, my confession, add it up, extract a lesson, more than this,
once again, like a bullet as a friend, tell me: can that be all there is?
There’s an endless disposition,
and it doesn’t mean a goddamn thing—
there’s space for a paper-airplane race in the eye of a hurricane.
And if pigs could fly, then surely so could I,
but this pedestrian knows better than to even try,
and my divinity is caught between the colors of a butterfly.
And everything is dearly missed, blood relations and bricks
my expression, my confession, add it up, extract duress and more than this,
once again, like a bullet as a friend, tell me: can that be all there is?
All there is? |
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| IX - Bringing out a dead horse |
[Feb. 27th, 2005|02:10 pm] |
-LYRICS-
MARTYR A.D. - Bring Out Your Dead
You see this world as your own
You think this life is yours
I've come to break you down
You're a commodity
This flesh is not your own
Your blood is currency
The beast has drawn your number
Stand straight,fall in line
All of your prayers won't be heard anymore
Your blood had been programmed to baptize the floor
And your grave is just a hole in this
Cold dead ground
This world has died around you
A fucking worthless cause
The eulogy is written
The casket burning
Begin the funeral march
Bend on your broken knees
They've drawn your fucking number
Stand still, taste the pain
All of your prayers won't be heard anymore
Your blood has been programmed to baptize the floor
And your grave is just a hole
In this hell
They've got your fucking number
I've got your fucking number
They got your fucking number
You're screaming, they're calling, you're bleeding
You're bleeding, you're hearing the calling
Bring out your dead |
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| [At(e]ight) |
[Feb. 27th, 2005|01:46 am] |
"Naturally the common people don't want war. Neither in Russia, nor in England, nor for that matter in Germany. That is understood. But, after all, it is the leaders of the country who determine the policy and it is always a simple matter to drag the people along, whether it is a democracy, or a fascist dictatorship, or a parliament, or a communist dictatorship. Voice or no voice, the people can always be brought to the bidding of the leaders. That is easy. All you have to do is tell them they are being attacked, and denounce the peacemakers for lack of patriotism and exposing the country to danger. It works the same in any country."
-Hermann Goering(A Luftwaffe Commader of the Nazi Regime)
Sounds supsiciously similiar to the current state of affairs in the United States? |
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| Numerus Zixx |
[Feb. 23rd, 2005|01:33 am] |
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